Ugh, I either never get on here anymore or I just check it without updating. Sorry guuuuys. Theres just been so much stuff going on lately. Im a pretty much universally hated person right now. Im trying to hang on to the few friends I have left, and im trying not to push people away.

In other news, tomorrows Turkey Day! I dont have school Thursday, Friday. And Saturday I'm going to see New Moon. (Wooo! Team Jacob!) Report cards came out last Thursday. I got 5 A's & 3 B's. I got B's in AP English, AP Photo 3/4, and Physics. GUYS, I GOT A B IN PHYSICS. WOOOHOOOO! I sooo thought that was going to be my only C on my report card.

Soccer season is over. We went to Regionals! Made it past the first round, beating Landsdowne High 3-1. But, we lost to Overlea, 2-1. It was an amaaazing game. You had to be there. There was some final destination shit going on. It started pouring rain during half time, and as soon as half time was over it stopped. Then leaves started flying everywhere raining from the sky and shiiiit. It was like woaaah. We went into double overtime (we were tied 1-1 the whole time) and we lost on the VERY LAST PENALTY KICK. WTH TYPE OF LUCKY SHOT WAS THAT, YOOO.

Ill put up some pictures of what we do in photography, aha. Instead of actually working.(:

Do you have any feelings for the last person you texted?
I dont currently have my phone, my mom took it.
But, I think the last person I texted was Ryan.
So, nooo.

Have you ever had a panic attack?
No. But I panic a lot.

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
I know that, cause im a stalker.

What is your favorite color?
Blue.

What color are your eyes?
hazel.

Do you think relationships are hard?
Sometimes.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I hope so.

Are you a type of person who cares what people say about you?
Depends.

Has anyone lied to you today?
Prolly.

Have you recently lost someone that means everything to you?
Not entirely, but its getting there.

If you get a chance to move somewhere, where would you move?
Baltimore City. I miss it so much.
Or England.

When's the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
Today. Friday. Saturday.

Do you understand football?
I understand enough to know when the Steelers win & the Ravens lose.(:

Who is your favorite cartoon character?
KATIE FROM HORTON HEARS A WHO. <3

At the moment, do you terribly miss someone?
I dooo.

What time did you wake up this morning?
7ish.

Do you like to cuddle/ snuggle?
Mhm.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
Hannah or George.

Are you texting anyone? Who?
I dont have my phone.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
No.

What is your biggest annoyance at the moment?
George.

Who did you last take a picture with?
George.

What are you going to do tomorrow?
School.

What does your hair look like?
Blaaah.

Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Mhm

Have you ever been called a bitch?
Mhm

Are you currently mad at someone?
Not mad, annoyed.

Do you want to have children?
I guess.

What was your latest dream?
I almost got murdered.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
Mhm.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
George hasss.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Idk, I fell asleep. Woke up an hour later.

Does cuddling freak you out?
No.

Last person you saw other than family?
Random people at Target.

Are you happy?
Im neutral!
Cause I dont have my phone!

Were you single on your last 2 birthdays?
2 bdays ago, yes. Last birthday, no.

Do you talk a lot?
I never shut the fuck up.

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
Everyone thinks so. At homecoming someone turned to us and went "WOAH, YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING TWINS"

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Mhm.

Who do you turn to when you're down?
JESUUUUS. jk, idk.

What was the last movie you saw? With who?
Stepfather, with Hannah.
Cause George wasnt working and we couldnt get into Paranormal Activity without him.

Do you swear a lot?
Mhm.

Are there any bruises on your body?
Yhea, from soccer.

Have you ever had stitches?
Nope.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Mhm.

What did you do at 7:00 AM this morning?
Clean. To try and get my phone back.
It didnt work.

Did you ever like someone you didnt expect to?
Yes.

Are you a jealous person?
Incredibly.

Have you ever been told that you were going to hell?
Yhea, ive also been told I need Jesus in my life.

Do you think two people can last forever?
Mhm

What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
Nothiiin.

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
Very much so.

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
Mhm.

Can you touch your toes?
Mhm.

Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?
Well, the last person that texted me when I had my phone was George. I think.
In that case, itd be Neil.
BUT IDK WHO THE LAST PERSON TO TEXT ME WAS.

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
Cry usually.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Very much so.

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
Idk, I dont message on facebook.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Idk.

Who’s hoodie did you wear last?
Georges.

Who would you give your life for?
Not many.

Who have you texted today?
NO ONE, I DONT HAVE MY PHONE AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Depends who you are.
B - BIRTHDAY: April 20th.
C - CRUSHING ON: YO MOMMA.<3
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coke
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Georgeee.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Ah man, It changes every week.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Sour Gummy Worms.
H - HOMETOWN: Baltimoreee.
I - IN LOVE WITH: YO MOMMAAA.
J - JUGGLE: Nope.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Everyday.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Way back from Myrtle Beach, we got stuck in traffic so instead of 7 hours, it was 10. D;
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla?
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: HOGWARTS.<3
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: George.
R- REASON TO SMILE: Uhhh.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Some weird song on TV.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: Like 7am.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Blue.
V - VEGETABLE(S): Green Beans.<3
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: None.
Y – YOYOS ARE: NOT COOL.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Taurus.

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: Mlss
What color do you wear most?: Idk.
Least favorite color?: Idk.
What are you listening to? TV.
Are you happy with your life right now?: Its been better.
What is your favorite class in school?: Mmm, next year it'll be forensics. Last year it was Photo.
When do you start back at school/college?: August 31st I believe? But we have a soccer scrimmage the 27th. D;
Are you outgoing? All the time.
Favorite pair of shoes?: Those slip on ones that look like potatoes.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Mmmm, Idk.

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Nah.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Nope.
Can you whistle?: Kinda.
Write with both hands?: Yhea, but it looks like a kindergartner wrote it.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yuuuup.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Ooooh, I hope so.
Do you believe in miracles?: Eh.
Do you believe in magic?: YES.
Love at first sight?: "lust at first sight, rather" Well said.
Do you believe in Satan?: Idk.
Do you believe in Santa?: Loll, no.
Do you know how to swim?: Nope.
Do you like roller coasters?: As long as their not to high. D;
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Mhm.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Nopee.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Mhm. Ocean City.<3
Have you ever painted your nails?: I FAIL. D:

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: H/o, Ill check weather.com...79°F Feels Like 82°F
What radio station do you listen to?: 106.5, when I dont have Satellite Radio, but I listen to Sirius Hits 1 on Satellite, so channel 1. xD
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Taco Bell.
What was the last thing you bought?: Food most likely.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Mmmm, Fairly OddParents with my sister. Ahaa.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: DOLLYYY.(:
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: George.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yup.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yup.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Nope.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Mmm.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Nah.
Do certain songs make you cry? What songs?: Not really.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Usually.
What can make you happy?: My friends & George.
Do you wish you were happier?: Yup.
Can music make you happy?: Sometimes.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Ehh.
Have you ever loved someone so much you'd die..?: I dont understand the question.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Dirty Blonde, I wanna dye it, its so boring now.
Current piercings?: Ears. I WANT MY MONROE.
Have any tattoos?: Nope.
Eye color? : Blue & Green.

IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: Doesnt matter.
Short Hair/Long Hair: Medium? I couldnt date a guy with short hair. Lolll@George- "You like a little something to tug on?" Haha<3
Best Clothing: Doesnt Matter.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: TTLY.
Laughed so hard you cried: Lolll, yup.
Cried in school: Nah.
Thrown up in a store: Nope, an elevator though.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Nope.
Gone skinny dipping: No.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
McDonald's or Burger King: BK.
Single or Group Dates: Either.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: Meat.
TV or Movie: TV.
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar.
Adidas or Nike: Ew.
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.
Cake or Pie: Cake.
MTV or VH1: VH1, Top 20 Countdown.

Was Amazinggg.<3
A lot of people were saying it was bad, but its one of my favorites. Right up there with Goblet of Fire & Prisoner of Azkaban.
Now, if ever there were a bad HP movie, it was OotP. It was such a great book! The movie didnt do it justice. And the absence of Peeves is rather sad too, he was a big part (in my opinion) in OotP. ("Give her hell from us, Peeves!")
But HBP, amazing.<3 I saw it opening weekend with my friend Natalie. Unfortunately, we saw it at 9:45am, and George didnt start work til 2, so we couldnt get in for free, but no matter. Anyways, I especially love how Harry was like high when he took the Felix potion. ("And not to mention the pincers... *tk* *tk* *tk*") There were a lot of funny parts, and I actually forgot half way through the movie Dumbledore dies. ("OH RIGHT. DUMBLEDORE DIES IN THE MOVIE." Guy in front of me: "WHAT?!" "Oh, My B." Hahaha.<3" And Bellatrix, Helena does an amazing job with her. Haha, I love Bellatrix even though she killed Sirius. Oh, and the whole McLaggen barfing on Snapes shoes, EPIC WIN. ("Thats a months worth of detention McLaggen." -Harry tries to escape- "Not so fast Potter" "Sir, I need to get back to my date" "Im sure he wont mind waiting" HAHAHA. PWND.)

However, I did not like the whole "LETS BURN DOWN THE BURROW" scene. I mean, ARE THEY STUPID? The Burrow is important in the beginning of the 7th book. And then, HOW MUCH STUPIDER CAN YOU GET. They stand there & stare at their house as it burns down, HELLO YOUR WIZARDS. (Hahaha, Deja Vu: "Are you mental?! Are you a witch or what?!") They can be all *wand wave* AGUAMENTI, and TADA WATER. BYE BYE FIRE. But noooo, why would they want to save their house?
Also, they took out the battle at the end. D: It was kind of like -death eaters invade castle- -death eaters kill dumbledore- -death eaters run away- -death eaters run back- Snape: O YA, IM THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE, BTW.-death eaters run away again-. It was a bit rushed. And I mean, Hogwarts just let Death Eaters come in! D:< Members of the DA were supposed to be fighting them & theyre should have been more Death Eaters.
And the last thing, HARRYS NOT ALLOWED TO FLIRT WITH THE UGLY BLACK WAITRESS IN THE FIRST 5 MINUTES OF THE MOVIE. EXCUSE ME, WHERE ARE THE DURSLEYS? DUMBLEDORE WAS SUPPOSED TO PWN THEM. "You did not do as I asked!" D:

All in all, HBP was amazing, and Im going to see it again tomorrow.<3

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Melissa
- Single or taken: Complicated.
- Sex: Yes sirrr.(;
- Birthday: April 20th.
- Sign: Taurus.
- Hair color: Brown.
- Eye color: Hazel.
- Height: 5foot2.
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Im straight, kthx.
-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: The store.(:
- Favorite designer?: Your mother. Haha.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Uhh, idk?
- What is your most comfortable outfit: Clothess.
- What do you usually wear?: Skirts, loll.
--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: The 99cent kind, yooo.
- What are you listening to right now?: Nuffinn.
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mommaaa.
- How many buddies are online right now?: H/o let me seeeee. 17/67.(:

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: In general. Food is my favorite.
- Girls' names: Alice. Aha.
- Boys' names: Joe, Josh, Anything that starts with J. Aha.
- Subjects in school: Eh, idk.
- Animals: I love animalssss.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: My dog.(:
- Smoked?: No.
- Bungee jumped?: No.
- Made yourself throw up?: No.
- Ever been in love?: Yes.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Lol, yes.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Lol, no.
- Cried when someone died?: Mhm.
- Lied: Yes.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Lol, yes.
- Rejected someone?: Yhea, all my stalkers. Aha.
- Used someone?: No.
- Done something you regret: No.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Shorts, & Shirt. Lol.
- Desktop picture: Wall-E.(:
- CD in player: I dont have a CD player.
- DVD in player: NCIS.
----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: In what way? Lol, jk.
- Hugged: George.(:
- You IMed: Traci.
- Talk to online: Traci.


---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Depends.
- Hungry: Yes.
- Open-minded: Not really.
- Arrogant: Eh,
- Insecure?: Sometimes.
- Random?: Yes.
- Smart: Hahaaaa.
- Organized: I try.
- Shy: Nope.
- Difficult: Very.
- Bored easily: Yes.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: Thats not nice, but Cecilias the first to go if I get a hold of a gun.(:
- Slap: George, kinda.
- Get really wasted with: No.
- Get high with: No.
- Talk to offline: George.
- Talk to online: Yo mommaaa.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: Sleep.
- Love is: Overrated.
- I dream about: Everything.
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex?: Looks. Lol.
---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Coke.
- Flowers or candy: Candy.
- Tall or short: Everyones tall, to me.
---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: George or Hannah.
- Makes you smile: George.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you look at them?: What are you referring too? Lmao.
--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No, im on the internet all night in general.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: No.
- Wish you were younger: Mhm.
-Cry because someone said something to you?: Depends on the person.

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: None.
- Of guys I've kissed: Two.
- Of girls I've kissed: Lol, none.
- Of CD's I own: Like 3. Aha.
- Of scars on my body: A lot, ahaa.